mani tots

well 2day jus sick so din go4work...wonder y i always sick...is it cuz i don care abt my self....or im born2be dat weak...hahahs....always tinkin y i keep sick bt nv did i hv an ans....wahahahha =x....
stayin at hm n playin com whole day long....playing game i saw a guy who once luved mi n he tok2me....he said missin mi alot...i wonder y he said dat....bt i din feel as hapi as i first knew him....hahas....mayb wen feelings is gone,it wil nv be bak =]]...
tinkin n lookin at his sms reali beri sweet...bt feelings jus nt same anymore...mayb it doesnt mean anything2me liao ba =D...things r always dis way...wen i don like sum1he wd treat me beri nice bt once i started2like him...things wil always change...reali wonder y leii....is it fated2be dat way mahs?
so mani tots...bt cant possibly write dem out ba...always prefer2keep everything2myself cuz dere is no1i cd tok2...so e only way is tok2my dearest baobeii lohs....bt it cant respond me de...hahas...weird rite...bt dats hw i am lohs...everytime sum1said i cd share wif dem bt wen things hapen...all jus disappear....aha y is dat so...y ppl luv2giv empty promises lei...nan dao da ying ren you zuo bu dao hen hao wan ma hai shi wo xiang ge sha gua hen hao pian ne o.o


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